a sigh to the heavens

i was actually proud to see all my classmates participating into making wish lists and sending these to heaven..our class' main goal was to have WORLD PEACE..i knew secretly that WORLD PEACE didn't mean peace throughout the nations (but yeah,that would still work). BUT it actually meant that no war shall ever occur again inside AB-3.


five months later, the newtoons were spread apart and AB-3 has already found new students to nurture and train.

five months later, i guess some of the ballonos didn't reach heaven and God wasn't able to read that WE all wanted to have world peace. Or maybe it was because of the fact that we REALLY didn't all want to have world peace..

five months later, rifts were still present. some even wanted to see the other newtoon in his/HER graveyard at the age of 16 and 17. And i just think its so wrong.

five months later, i realized that i, too, have not forgiven about two to three persons inside that classroom..




But i don't want things to end like this. by next week, we'd all be starting on with our new life.. All newtoons (except jc, who'll be entering college on the 9th of July and riza, who won't study for college) would be treading on new original or imitated Converse shoes along unfamilliar corridors and still, the rifts have not yet disappeared.

Every second i spend looking at the death threats posted on our yahoo groups, i realize that if the rifts were not to disappear, it will grow bigger and bigger until it would be an impossible task to remove it. I'm afraid that it would be too late for us to mend things back again.


and all i could do is to post my feelings in a blog hoping that someday, my fellow newtoons would read this post (i doubt).


and the TRYING HARD STRIKES AGAIN.



i just wish, that on the 22nd day of December 2006, i didn't wrote on my own side of the ballon WORLD PEACE. i wish i had just written FORGIVENESS.. for there would be no world peace, if FORGIVING never happened.

sigh